A whole lot of things have been changing for me…for the better. Right now, I feel stronger than I have in — well, I can’t even remember when I have felt this strong. I’m not just talking about physical strength here…that’s coming as I continue through the Cirque du Rochester Challenge. I mean, I feel like a stronger person overall.
I had the strength of will to quit smoking;
I’ve had a strong determination to change my eating habits;
I’ve had the strength to begin going to the Fitness Center on a regular basis after my aerial arts classes (while I am already in workout clothes and in need of a shower anyway);
I’ve had the strength to walk away from what I know is not good for me, and never will be…
and with strength comes confidence.
I feel more confident at my job, in spite of the strain of the APPR, Common Core Standards, and PARCC national testing looming;
I feel more confident in attempting new moves at silks, in spite of my fear of falling;
I feel more confident in taking some personal risks that I formerly would have shied away from;
I just plain feel more confident and happier as a PERSON…
And nothing else matters.
I don’t know how long it will take me to get to the point where I will be able to complete an aerial silks routine, but I am making that one of my goals. You know, the ol’ Bucket List. I will work until I am finally able to fly for just over three minutes. And I know that three minutes is the target because I have already selected the music I want to use for my someday-routine. Click below to hear Apocalyptica play a hauntingly beautiful rendition of Metallica’s “Nothing Else Matters”:
And so I will continue to work hard to get to the point where I can actually “fly”… these are a couple of tonight’s attempts (thanks, Jen, for playing videographer for me!):
I managed to get into the side plank position…briefly…before plopping out of it. But I got in by myself for the first time!
The Layout turned out to be a rather painful move to hang in… I guess I have another area of this body that requires strengthening! I have to hang with the silk tucked into the crease of my…ummm… let’s say upper thigh area. That led to a pretty nasty bruise. No pics will be appearing on the Aerial War Wounds page, but this would qualify…ouch! In spite of that difficulty, I DID actually “climb” out of the move with my arms. My first climb!!!! And Will even verifies it as an actual climb in the video!
And finally, my first attempt at an aerial flip. Well, on the mat anyway! Will models for us what we will be working toward, and then I gave my first try… and here it is:
As you can see, I have a long way to go before I will get to performing a routine…but I will one day get there.
I will keep getting stronger, physically and emotionally. I will keep gaining confidence in all that I do so that I will continue to be happier and healthier in the second half of life.
And nothing else matters.